So I'm heartbroken
The food I try to eat when I'm hungry almost immediately makes me feel sick as it sits in my stomach.
I don't want to go to bed, I don't want to talk to anyone, I left work early today, I planned on going to one of my classes, but didn't
Brianna might or might not think that I'm a threat to her cuddle relationship with Nathan. Nathan is obnoxious. I wish Jadam was here, so that I know for sure that I have a cuddle buddy who won't get any strange ideas
sleep doesn't come as easily as it did, trusting people is becoming nigh impossible, and I am finding myself wishing for a life in limbo for a while--maybe some kind of hibernation. No California, no Utah, and definitely not living with my parents in SC (even though not being there breaks my heart)
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Maybe trying somewhere else in SC. You might be able to find roommates in Columbia or Charleston or something and live there and work so you can step back and evaluate things and life and what you really want. There are lots of options. Not just California, Utah, or home. You are an adult and can make your own path. Maybe even take a class at a community college (of course that takes money though).
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