Weekends are for partying!

last night I went to a friend's birthday party that was supposed to be a bonfire, but it had been raining all day and the bonfire didn't happen, which was sad b/c that was one of my main reasons for going (of course). A little after eleven, we got kicked out of the host's house, so a smaller group of us decided to party on at another house. It was pretty fun. I got a skull drawn on my arm with a red sharpie. It mostly got washed off in my shower today, though. That was a little sad.
The main point is that I didn't get home till after 4am... I was awake for about an hour this morning and then I went back to bed and slept the day away. I loved being awake during my favorite times of day and catching up on sleep during my least favorite time of day.

Tonight I'm going on another date. I am so excited! I love how he treats me. We're slowly getting to know each other better (and I am liking him more and more).

I accidentally went on a date on Friday night and it was the most fun I've had in a long time.

I saw him again last night (b/c he had a motorcycle for the day and it is my policy to never let that opportunity pass w/o asking for a ride).

I had no idea anyone could be that nice to me, much less make me feel like the most special person he's ever met. I wish I could be more like that to my friends.

I keep bingeing on songs...

I heard this song for the first time about a year ago: Part of the List by Ne-Yo

I almost cried the first time I heard it--all I could think of was my broken heart.

Now, a year later, I still have that lingering feeling of sadness & tenderness, but now it's more of a wanting to find someone who will feel that way about me & me about them.