Sometimes I get angry and want to give up on boys completely & other times I just feel lost. I'd never met anyone at all similar to him before. How will I ever replace him? Will it feel like a consolation prize? It had better not! I was thinking the other night that I should study Captain Moroni, so that me & my future husband can cause our own minor earthquakes in hell.
Will I find my own Captain Moroni (or one of the sons of Helaman) in the South? Is it someone who is currently on a mission? Is it someone I know who I simply haven't seen because I was preoccupied with my past? Or maybe it's someone I won't meet for several years. Or maybe Mom was right and I'll never find a husband in this life. I think I'd prefer sooner rather than later. Being single has its perks, but I think I could be happy to be married. Maybe because in Mormon years, I'm an old maid XD
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Hannah! You are not an old maid, even in Mormon years! Anyway, it does get frustrating. I think that you will find your future husband in this life.
I really liked your comment about, "I was thinking the other night that I should study Captain Moroni, so that me & my future husband can cause our own minor earthquakes in hell."
It made me laugh, and want to use it myself! You have a way with words.
How about in BYU years?
XD I'm glad you appreciated it
I'm with Katie. You are so not an old maid. Good grief. Your life is just beginning. When I was very frustrated about my love-life in my twenties I heard or read somewhere that the best thing you can do is throw yourself into the things that make you happy. In doing that you become a whole person and a happy person and you're more likely to find the person that values the things you do if you're ensconced in them. It made a lot of sense to me. Another thing I read/heard was to not try making yourself happy with a guy. Make yourself happy with doing the things you love and guys will appreciate it and like you accordingly. That may have gone with the former statement. It was a long time ago. Anyway. It made me realize that I could expect happiness to come to me with some guy. It had to come from within myself.
Ooops that would be "I couldN'T expect happiness to come from some guy."
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