Saturday, March 13, 2010

Laughter

I don't laugh enough.

I went over to Dad's house today to hang out with one of my sisters. I ended up watching the youngest playing some little flash puzzle game and laughing at the gimmicks & her strategies. Dad commented on how much he missed hearing me laugh (I only visit every other week, if that) & how he probably wouldn't have enjoyed Rocketman nearly as much as he did if he had watched it without me there.

When I'm around my two younger sisters, I laugh my head off. I'm trying to think of other situations besides internet jokes where this has happened...

I miss genuine compliments that I know the truth of, except not their perspective. Dad's comment that he loved hearing me laugh surprised me. I'm so happy he's learning to talk to his kids now. Maybe I can honestly accept that compliment b/c I feel like he's complimenting my true self and not my facade.

1 comment:

lotusgirl said...

Laughter is so good for you. I'm glad your dad is finally reaching out to the real you and that you're getting to spend time with Rachel and Mary Ann.