I'll be taking a brief sabbatical... =)

I have an idea for a project

Basically, I'm tired of complaining when it feels like bragging, like "something this bad happened to me and I lived through it!" Ugh.

So I want to write down all my memories and reactions and whatever else I've got rattling around in my brain and make it into some kind of a novelette. I think I'll decide on whether or not to let people read it afterwards. It's mostly for my benefit. I think it's a pretty terrible predicament to not even have a good idea of my characteristics. I know outward things, like I act ADD and have a couple OCD tendencies, but I feel like I have no idea about my deeper characteristics, like, am I a vicious person in my core? or am I a sweetheart? Both characteristics have shown up, and I have a tendency towards believing that I'm sweet, but I haven't ever made a self-evaluation, and I think that now's the perfect time because I have no job and I'm also not going to school, so I have absolutely nothing else on the schedule.

EDIT: It's more of the why's of my personality that I am fuzzy with. Using my therapy from last semester, I know that it helps a ton with controlling my mood to know why I am feeling my emotions. I guess what I'm saying is that I feel the need to understand the whys of my emotions and, after that, to change for the better