Reading old posts, I realize...

...I am a complete sap

Why am I so masochistic? I complain and complain and then I RE-READ my posts and feel it all over again, but with a slightly different perspective.


I think I'll be leaving California a lot earlier than planned. I'm tired of living in a culture of richer ppl. Not that California is actually richer, just that the people's lifestyle has created a snobbish type culture. I want to go back to the south, where we've been poor ever since the civil war. I love our down to earth culture. I also want to be around black people who grew up in the south. That is one amazing culture...

Heidi and John's apartment contract (or w/e it is) runs out sometime this summer. I'm thinking that maybe if I've earned lots of money by then (like enough to buy a pickup truck with lots of savings to spare), I think it would be a fun kind of an adventure to drive across america while I'm still single and can have such adventures =D. We'll see how much that plan comes into fruition later.

EDIT: the lease runs out in august