My logic is still a bit skewed and last night I was a wondering if I was a man-eater as a result of a couple texts from two guys. I've realized I'm really not very ready for a purple belt and it is much more likely to just achieve a blue belt, especially since our instructor recommended me to our black belt as aspiring to a blue...
Nevertheless, life is much better. Just a separation from Mom is allowing me to get back to how I was before Christmas break. I'm in much better spirits and finally am feeling cheerful again. I've been putting a lot of thought into it and I've realized that I want to live like a hermit for a while. Too bad I can't afford it.
I spent the weekend in the apartment living in a corner of the living room, then on Monday afternoon, the Hunts came and picked me up and I've been staying with them and coming to the library on campus when I can for computer and internet access. Also, I've read the interesting looking books they've got there... they never really unpacked all of their stuff since their last move, I think.
More reading fantasy, napping, and practicing kata for karate is definitely in order at least until saturday
My train ticket has me leaving Salt Lake on Tuesday night and getting into Sacramento on Wednesday afternoon
3 comments:
It won't be for much longer. I'm glad you're in better spirits. I suppose this is your actual vacation before you head off to CA. I would just take it as such and plan for your new life there.
Part of me wishes we were there to help say goodbye and help you get together. Too bad our times we left UT are so much different. I might start a blog. We do miss you!
You'll get it together, just keep praying. (Oh, and you know what, I was called a lot worst things than man-eater. Doesn't mean its true. You deserve to be happy. They can get over it).
-Mary,Drew,Sierra
It is Wednesday afternoon! And I am thinking of you. Sending (((hugs))) and much love. Take care
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