Maybe instead of being in love, I'll start practicing Karate again. There's endorphins that come with exercising, right? Maybe I can fool myself into forgetting that I'm alone for another couple of months. Get to reading the scriptures on a regular basis (instead of the sporadic church meeting) and devoting some real time to thought. It's been interesting following a challenge to pray more. It never occurred to me to talk to HF while I was working on my own on the job.
Who needs to follow HF's confusing advice, anyway? Tod can do what he wants. I'm gonna take a vacation as soon as possible and hopefully it will include waves & sand. I don't even need it to be warm. I just want to listen & stare at the ocean breaking on the shore for a day or two... and part of the night. Exercise should help, too
PS - my new favorite thing to do when doing short errands at Wal-Mart: get a pack of pads in the cart w/everything else and when you're ready to check out, toss it (somewhat violently) onto the conveyor belt and then proceed to placing the rest of your parcels behind it, then proceed to glaring at the cashier. They never say much when I do that. It's so awesome. I apologize to cashiers, usually I am friendly, but when I'm in a bad mood, I like to pretend there's a reason for it and it's so hilarious how cowed they are (is it bad that I enjoy it so much?)
...another fun thing to do is leave a pad somewhere visible (like the top of an open purse) and have a reason to be hostile all day =D
maybe I am evil. Oh well. It's the small things in life you take pleasure in...
4 comments:
I'm thinking you may have misunderstood Heavenly Father about the whole Tod issue. Sometimes we can convince ourselves that what we want is what Heavenly Father is telling us to do. Sometimes it's not even what we want. It's what we think we should want or do.
Karate sounds like it would be a great thing for you to do. E and D have recently started a weapons class and are really enjoying it. You might find some peace in a bit of violence. =)
I like your evil side. IT IS GREAT! hehehehehehe
ohhh!
what else is fun
when you're in an AMAZING! mood
go to the store and buying that and only a few other things,
going to a guy cashier,
and watching them get as confused as heck when you're in such a good mood XD
Lol. Never thought of doing the corollary...
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