Just about the only thing I've been looking forward to lately is the arrival of a certain someone when they come back to Utah to be present for a major life event of someone else.
I am too good at non-feeling if that's the only thing I truly feel anything about. Feeling came back for a while back in April/May and some here and there-type things months later but I've lapsed back. Certain things I did and didn't do, but I can't remember my logic in the first place.
Read a lot of books, watched a lot of Buffy. Texted some ppl I should have and some others that I shouldn't. Had morose thoughts and tried to distract myself. Gave things to people. Hung out with friends. Played on my new motorcycle.
I've been on YouTube a lot more lately: Fade Into the Background - Ne-Yo
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I wish you had been able to come home. I would have loved to have seen you. You have to know though that this kind of cryptic post drives me crazy because I don't know what the heck you're talking about. I hope your New Year is happy.
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