Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Ex-boyfriends

I saw Tod while I was in Califoria this past week. Interesting thing is that I'm finally over him. There were no twinges or wanting extra hugs. I didn't even feel the desire to hurt him or make him jealous. I think now that my romantic feelings are gone, I might be capable of just being friends with him. Despite not having any desire to make him jealous or pay him back for any wrongs in the past, I definitely still wanted to harass him. It was fun!

He hates pictures

On a somewhat related note, I keep getting to know Justin better and better and vice versa. I've been letting my guard down more and more in an almost unprecedented speed--granted, that's still much slower than the average, but it's huge progress for me. Even though I'm pretty sure you can, I'm going to say you can't even IMAGINE how much fun we have all the time. XD

Ridiculousness is our forte

I am so much happier and cheerful now. I am so content. Some of it probably has to do with not being in as much pain, but a lot of it probably has to do with knowing that I am cared about and am acutely missed while I am gone on vacation to places like California--when I got back, Justin hung out with me for most of the day and didn't want to stop cuddling with me. It was so nice.

4 comments:

2DollarBill said...

Going through 'Hannah withdrawals' is hardly acutely missing you. :P I'm glad you are happy. You and Justin are great in the 'we don't have to hurry or go any faster because it's the norm' way. :D I love you both individually & together.

Hannah Beth said...

Justin had it really bad. He missed me a ton

Alyssa said...

This makes me so happy. I'm so glad you're so happy!

lotusgirl said...

Yippee! I'm so happy for your happiness. Justin missing you shows how much he cares. It's nice to be missed. I'll bet he'll miss you even more when you're in SC.