Well, Tod... Heavenly Father DID give you an opening and had me let you know about it. Ball was in your court. You had a week and a half to show any kind of initiative at all. I think that's way too long to have to wait anyway, but I gave you leniency because you worked 12 hour days Monday through Saturday. I'm back to being mad at you. Mad at the fact that I am still so attached to you to the point that I can't really date other people seriously in good conscience. Happy?

Me neither.

Oh well. Life goes on. I plan on going on dates with other people again. You missed your chance. Who knows? Maybe you'll get another. Maybe you won't. What Heavenly Father leaves up to me says you won't get another chance for a long while. Missions for girls last a year and a half. Getting out of the real world for that long + spiritually enlightening? That's a win-win situation in my opinion. Maybe I'll stop thinking about you every time I turn around.